Lately I've been having issues discerning dreams from reality. Usually I have pretty bizarre dreams that are really surrealistic, so its quite obvious to me when I wake up and reflect back on those moments that they were dreams. But I guess as of late, my mind's been pretty grounded in the real world, focusing on school and assignments or what I eat, or people, so that's filtered into my dreams?
O___o like for our art seminars, people were supposed to email us comments after our presentation. I was reading a few of them before I went to bed. Personally, I felt childish giving the presentation, and since we were the first group to go, we weren't sure what to expect...and further on the prof gave more hints/ a clear direction on what he wanted out of the presentation so by the end of it, everyone had adapted to his objectives (that he hadn't clearly defined before we actually presented). So obviously, we kind of got so-so comments since we were the first to go and didn't quite know what was expected. But anyways, when I went to sleep, I had this weird dream about reading comments about people being really mean to me and calling my presenting skills childish XD. self conscious much? In reality though, nobody actually had anything bad to say, except really about my partner because she kept on reading off the slides.
And lately I've been dreaming about eating shitty junk food? LOL I don't know why. But anyways, because I've been eating shitty junk food in my dreams, like cake (I had a dream I had a teaparty at my art prof's house...weird), I feel REALLY bad when I actually eat junk food in real life? Because I felt like I actually ate that cake, or whatever in my dream, so its like I'm eating another serving of fat by eating it in real life. Sometimes I don't even remember if I actually ate whatever in my dream or in real life. Ugh. For example, I had this really vivid dream I ate a muffin so I had continually thought I did until mid-day I walked by Tim Horton's and I was like, "wait I never actually ate a muffin?" BAHH.
Maybe its a good thing, because its kind of like...preventative measures and I actually stop myself from eating shitfood in real life. But at the same, isn't it a little psychotic? Aahha.
Oh yeah and also I had a weird dream my brother sent me an email and this huge mushroom wrapped in saran wrap with parsley on top through the regular mail for my birthday present XD. Which also reminds me of my other dream about being able to get sunny delight through the internet, by having this really cool orange juice machine attached to your computer.
I am le weird.
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